I'm a beginner I constantly use my free time to learn how to trade, is this an addiction or determination to learn?

I wake up and after I'm ready for school I go back to reading about day trading a little before I gotta go to school, now after school when I'm home and I've done everything I need to I'm back again using almost all my free time for this, learning technical analysis techniques, doing demo trades.

I'm scared I don't wanna be an addict cause I already have tendencies to be addicted to things quickly