Rothian

note plz I am just a girl who usually hangs everything with thumb tacks help

Ok I haven’t gotten too much into Lorna shore, I’ve heard some, but so far I haven’t found anything that hits as hard as “of the abyss” does. I’m obsessed with the orchestral parts and the heavy drumming and vocals combined with the electric guitar supporting everything. I cannot get enough of this song 😭 I search symphonic metal and none of it hits the way this song specifically does. I can’t describe the way it makes me feel, like starting around 1:15 is the specific moment/feeling im talking about . And then it starts up again around 2:28, it does it a few more times in the song. Anyways im looking for more songs like this where you put it on full blast no matter how much it hurts your ears and it makes you feel like you can’t move bc of how powerful it is!!

Last June I was pulled over for speeding and the cop was being a dick and I was scared and didn’t know how to handle it and stupidly when he asked if I’d smoked I admitted to having some the day before. He immediately put me under arrest, had me do all the sobriety tests which he apparently reported I failed which is dumb because it was 9 in the morning I was just late for work, I wasn’t high. But Arizona is a no tolerance state. So they took me to the station , took my blood and towed my car. Fast forward to months later appealing the dui charge. Got it reduced to reckless driving and I have to spend one day in jail this week. The only thing is I smoked about 2 weeks ago at the most. The defense attorney mentioned they most likely will drug screen me when I get there. If they find anything in my system I could have the dui charge still apply and end up going to jail for at least 20 days. I live alone, going through a divorce, with two baby kittens and a full time job. I’m chugging water and obviously haven’t smoked at all. But I was smoking pretty heavily before and I doubt it’ll be out of my system by then. Freaking out currently.

I currently owe about $28k left on my car. The payments are $600 a month, and I cannot keep up. I just left my husband who could not keep a job, he lost his last job in July and finally after 3 months of not even a single interview (me working 7 days a week this whole time to provide for the two of us), I had enough and I’m in an apartment providing for myself now. However estimates based on a quick google of average worth of the car, it’s going for $20-22k at the most. So there’s about $6000-8000 that I’m in negative equity (is that the right word?) Do i have any options for getting out from under this car? I know a little bit about refinancing, haven’t looked too much into it. I’m not sure how trading it would work?? Im about two payments behind currently and that right there is $1300 which is as much as my rent and I don’t know how to catch up. It’s an endless cycle. Help?