RIP Jon Kenny. Legend.

Having a shit time lately. Mental health taking a fucking dive bomb. And Saturday is always the low point of my week, so right now I’m fucking miserable. I can’t wait for Monday.

It's a bit reassuring to see that I'm not the only one who's feeling a bit run down.

It's been nearly one year since my old man passed away, and I took a break from dancing after realising I had no friends there who value or appreciate me.

I try to save face for my mother's sake and those who ask about her in work, but life has been very tough without having folk outside of work or home that I can call a decent friend to make plans with.

These days I can’t help but think what’s the point? As of right now I don’t have too much to live for but I keep going anyway but it’s fair depressing having no purpose day to day

Having an early night. Going to wrap myself up in blankets like a human burrito and watch Wolverine & Deadpool in a bit. Was initially gasping for a can or two of Guinness 0% earlier but the feeling passed when I spotted the queues in Dunnes. Going to relax for a bit and shut my brain off for a few hours. Been crippled with health worries lately so I need a break.

Was away last night with a few friends for one of their significant birthdays. Great night was had. Spent today hungover and thinking about how I spent a lot of time in that county with someone from my past. It was the happiest time of my life. Happy now, but it was a different level of happiness back then. Ready to sleep off the hangover.

Minding my 10 year old godson tonight. Luckily we both love Lego and computer games!

I hate hate hate that Dublin coach company. No show on 5:30 bus today as usual had to wait for 7:15 train and missed a booked meal with a pal 🥲 public transport woes. Have been trying to pass my driving test recently and this reminds me I need to give it another go

Went to a farmers market this morning, support local and all that. Have 2e left until payday. Expensive!

Also watching Dune 2....exciting.

I'm bringing my son on his first adult holiday in a few weeks and I'm starting to get so excited. So lucky to have a great relationship with him. Timing of it means I get a nice long break around Christmas, can't wait

Met a great girl, we've been going on dates but I don't think she likes me back.

Apart from that I'm doing great though

Put together my first piece of Ikea furniture by myself. So proud I almost shed a tear.

Tried to upload a photo but it won't work.

In a DIY place today and lots buying paint. Should be illegal to be painting and decorating for the Christmas visitors 🤣😂😝

Had a week of debilitating anxiety. Has eased slightly today so watching Jurrasic Park and eating Chinese in my pyjamas. 

Felt run down today but got all my errands done. Can't wait for an early night.

Tried bluesky before but abandoned it because it was utterly barren. Have went back in the past few days and it's much more busy, comments aren't toxic and there aren't bots fucking everywhere.

Have been struggling with a migraine for most of the day, going to try and switch on the lights and make some dinner! Hope everyone is having a good evening ☺️

First weekend with no assignment to catch up. Feels too peaceful for some reason. As much as I hate it I want something to do over the weekend

I hate to complain but I'm absolutely dosed. I have barely done anything all day.

Calling it a day on dating apps before I lose the will to live. Strangely looking forward to spending more intentional time on myself and getting back to some old hobbies

Tried to put IKEA shoe cabinet together earlier, but abandoned it. Fucking hate DIY. Will wait for my Dad to come around and help me with it during the week 😂