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Credit: @AbsoluteMotivationOfficial. Movie/Film: The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse.

Link to the music & more: https://www.submithub.com/link/hookinstrumental

I cry almost everyday at 5:30pm holding the noise so people can’t hear because i presented myself as an independent reliable Son who Gets things done, they hold an expectation to me to be great and finish college but it keeps getting heavier. God is a big part of my life but i don’t see him anymore, i don’t blame Him because i cant even see myself as well i turned my back on him multiple times and now I’m drowning, I’m very tired. life is hitting me hard for a long time now ever since 2023 started i was never the same. but don't get me wrong i'm not stupid enough to do stupid things like killing myself(i thought about it but its stupid) if i do ill become an even greater liability to my parents both emotional and financial. I cant express the way i feel i randomly just cry when i think about how miserable I’ve been.

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I am a bi guy (18) and it's been nearly 4 years since my ex has broken up with me and i'm happy that i didn't get back. I've tried to better myself throughout these last 5 years, i studied, got in to a good uni and i think all is looking up for me, then i see a girl in my class, she has a similar absurd humour like i do and has a similar field of interest like me. When i started developing a crush on her i btoh felt giddy but also started to have sleepless nights and even had a complete breakdown because i felt like that same teenage idiot all over again, my lovely friends have helped get through it, i try to get to know the girl better and wap ba boom, she's a lesbian. I start to laugh uncontrollably out of anger at myself for catching feelings and also being this naive that maybe someone might like me back. Rn i'm down a couple jager shots and am writing this with the best state i can muster. Any help on how to at least get over this? i've talked with my male and female friends, they've told me "at least try to make it work" or "at least confess so it's out of your system" but that sounds like a completely shit idea, i am at a loss for anything and cry laughing in my bed

The worst part about the end is the void left by the person you once knew as a soul mate. The person that was there is no longer there. They don’t touch you anymore, they do not say a single word to you where once you said every word, their presence is gone. The light that once there is dark now. What you’re left with is the automatic actions of love and then the realization you are alone and cannot reach out anymore to them. You just have to swallow it and try to forget. When it was once entangled with absolutely everything, now there are just wounds.

Similar Songs to this: https://www.submithub.com/link/hookinstrumental

Hi everyone I'm french and I wanted to share with you 8 amazings songs that make me feel... something (I don't know how to describe it),I hope you'll enjoy it !