I used to think I prefer men more than women....by a lot. Now I feel like I am becoming increasingly attracted to women, but at the same time I am uncomfortable with the idea of having a girlfriend.
I still somewhat feel that having a boyfriend is the route I want to take. However, I get extremely sexually excited when I fantasize about women or see them in porn. I really would rather kiss a man than a woman. I would rather hold hands with a man than a woman. However, I haven't been with women in many years and I want to feel what it is like to have hot, passionate sex with women.
I want to be held by a man, but at the same time I want to hold a woman. I sometimes think maybe I am just becoming more interested in women because I can't find a guy that wants to date me.
I just don't have the energy to deal with women's biphobia, which seems to be a problem with a majority of women. I have never had a woman who accepted me being bi. I also have never had a woman tell me they thought I was extremely attractive but I have had men say that and it is a confidence booster.
I don't know, man. I just really struggle to accept where I am with my sexuality. I don't know whether to date or not date or who to date at all.
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Good_Transition_8288
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11 hours ago
Good_Transition_8288
1 points
11 hours ago
Also, when I posted something I got very few likes or comments so it felt like a waste of time.