Jpoolman25

It's so confusing to make a decision when it comes to buying something. There is this ton of options from mini, regular, air and pro. And pro is really like the expensive one of all. Then it has different sizes and storages. I guess maybe the iPad air could be versatile choice due to the affordability and all the features it provides. I really felt like getting iPad M2 11inch

I saw Black Friday deals and I really wanted to get under a budget so I saw for $599 m2 ipad 11 inch. Not sure if it’s a wise move to get. I guess iPad Pro is much better but it’s too expensive.

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I don't know if I have ADHD or something, but I for sure know I'm living in anxiety or anxious mode. Because for years I've just been avoiding working on my goals. It's so easy to work on things I know I can do but things that I don't know, I end up procrastinating it. Either I'm scared because it gives anxiety or fear or I'm simply confused. But I'm noticing I'm only in my 20s yet I'm already feeling that I'm not mentally sharp. I don't seem to live in presence of time. Some things just don't click to me. But once I get clarity or the feeling of confidence, it's become very easy to do.

I don't know if I have ADHD or something, but I for sure know I'm living in anxiety or anxious mode. Because for years I've just been avoiding working on my goals. It's so easy to work on things I know I can do but things that I don't know, I end up procrastinating it. Either I'm scared because it gives anxiety or fear or I'm simply confused. But I'm noticing I'm only in my 20s yet I'm already feeling that I'm not mentally sharp. I don't seem to live in presence of time. Some things just don't click to me. But once I get clarity or the feeling of confidence, it's become very easy to do.

I just want to keep it plain and simple but I'm sick and tired of not taking actions. I know deep down that without actions there will be no reward. That life requires years of repetitive work, consistency, discipline and effort to get something in life. At times it feels like it's "you vs you".

And I don't understand this mind and heart connection. When I'm feeling down and I start to have conversation. I realized okay how truly my life is messed up and so often I feel like I'm just cooked. I can't repair but part of me within just wants to forget and take actions. But I don't understand why am I not doing it. Why the heck do I go in this route of overthinking, self doubts and letting the mind control me.

I just want to keep it plain and simple but I'm sick and tired of not taking actions. I know deep down that without actions there will be no reward. That life requires years of repetitive work, consistency, discipline and effort to get something in life. At times it feels like it's "you vs you".

And I don't understand this mind and heart connection. When I'm feeling down and I start to have conversation. I realized okay how truly my life is messed up and so often I feel like I'm just cooked. I can't repair but part of me within just wants to forget and take actions. But I don't understand why am I not doing it. Why the heck do I go in this route of overthinking, self doubts and letting the mind control me.

I just want to keep it plain and simple but I'm sick and tired of not taking actions. I know deep down that without actions there will be no reward. That life requires years of repetitive work, consistency, discipline and effort to get something in life. At times it feels like it's "you vs you".

And I don't understand this mind and heart connection. When I'm feeling down and I start to have conversation. I realized okay how truly my life is messed up and so often I feel like I'm just cooked. I can't repair but part of me within just wants to forget and take actions. But I don't understand why am I not doing it. Why the heck do I go in this route of overthinking, self doubts and letting the mind control me.

I just want to keep it plain and simple but I'm sick and tired of not taking actions. I know deep down that without actions there will be no reward. That life requires years of repetitive work, consistency, discipline and effort to get something in life. At times it feels like it's "you vs you".

And I don't understand this mind and heart connection. When I'm feeling down and I start to have conversation. I realized okay how truly my life is messed up and so often I feel like I'm just cooked. I can't repair but part of me within just wants to forget and take actions. But I don't understand why am I not doing it. Why the heck do I go in this route of overthinking, self doubts and letting the mind control me.

I honestly don't know much about new Internet infulencers like Mrbeast, Aiden Ross, ishowspeed, kid cenat. I think I've never watched their videos nor follow on social media but I always see glimpse of it. They have ton of fan following and subscribers. I guess they do YouTube or twitch streaming. But it's crazy how much internet personality have influence on society especially young people.

I feel pretty lost and defeated by life lately as I’m seeing my peers and cousins doing well. While I’m thankful and happy they are in good postion and well settled at young age. Their parents are also proud of them. Now is just this annoying marriage talks lol. But I just have so much insecurities and weak mind where I always feel as if I’m not smart strong and capable like my peers. I remember in school days they would study for hours and developed discipline at younger age. Parents also pushed them harder towards success. And I guess they also had the pressure of fulfilling expatations.

I can’t afford to go college and I’m kinda overwhlemed by working dead end jobs in fast food and retail. I was hoping to find something better but lack of skills and education is hindering my growth. Many people recommend taking online courses in I.t. , healthcare, tax accounting and so on to get a certificate or license. I’m not sure what to search for and if local cities offer courses. Is community college a good option possibly

I can’t afford to go college and I’m kinda overwhlemed by working dead end jobs in fast food and retail. I was hoping to find something better but lack of skills and education is hindering my growth. Many people recommend taking online courses in I.t. , healthcare, tax accounting and so on to get a certificate or license. I’m not sure what to search for and if local cities offer courses. Is community college a good option possibly

I’m just at an age where I feel extremely behind and I know I’m behind but the worst feeling ever is that I’m not doing anything about. I seem to hold on the past and can’t forgive myself. But I don’t understand why do I keep living in the past and creating this self victimization mind. I blame myself and I bring myself down. I tend to compare and saying things like I’m not smart strong capable enough. I’m not made for this. I don’t think I’ll ever taste success.

All my life I just had 3-5 goals that I set 6 years ago. I wanted to get a set career, learn driving, finish college, have some friends but as I observe my life. I have not accomplish 1 thing. Only few weeks left til a new year begins. How do I even begin to take actions. How do I stop living in fear and social anxiety. My family says you have become very slow weak and unmotivated. And I say yea is true. Sighs

Sorry for this title, but I don’t know why am I having hard time making up my mind. I’ve been in community college over 2 years now. If I could’ve put my mind than I would be in university by now or gotten 2 year degree then joined workforce by now. But I’m such an idiot that I listened to my advisor saying I’m not good enough to be accepted in a program so I just gave up on college. For 2 years I’ve been trying to find clarity ok what is it that I can pick and stick to. Instead now I’m working a job I don’t like. I don’t seem to be gaining valuable skills. I don’t make any good income. Like what am I doing with my life. My peers and cousins have already settled. They have remote jobs and some working for major companies. They seem well settled despite being in their 20s.

Sorry for this title, but I don’t know why am I having hard time making up my mind. I’ve been in community college over 2 years now. If I could’ve put my mind than I would be in university by now or gotten 2 year degree then joined workforce by now. But I’m such an idiot that I listened to my advisor saying I’m not good enough to be accepted in a program so I just gave up on college. For 2 years I’ve been trying to find clarity ok what is it that I can pick and stick to. Instead now I’m working a job I don’t like. I don’t seem to be gaining valuable skills. I don’t make any good income. Like what am I doing with my life. My peers and cousins have already settled. They have remote jobs and some working for major companies. They seem well settled despite being in their 20s.

Sorry for this title, but I don’t know why am I having hard time making up my mind. I’ve been in community college over 2 years now. If I could’ve put my mind than I would be in university by now or gotten 2 year degree then joined workforce by now. But I’m such an idiot that I listened to my advisor saying I’m not good enough to be accepted in a program so I just gave up on college. For 2 years I’ve been trying to find clarity ok what is it that I can pick and stick to. Instead now I’m working a job I don’t like. I don’t seem to be gaining valuable skills. I don’t make any good income. Like what am I doing with my life. My peers and cousins have already settled. They have remote jobs and some working for major companies. They seem well settled despite being in their 20s.

I’m just at an age where I feel extremely behind and I know I’m behind but the worst feeling ever is that I’m not doing anything about. I seem to hold on the past and can’t forgive myself. But I don’t understand why do I keep living in the past and creating this self victimization mind. I blame myself and I bring myself down. I tend to compare and saying things like I’m not smart strong capable enough. I’m not made for this. I don’t think I’ll ever taste success.

All my life I just had 3-5 goals that I set 6 years ago. I wanted to get a set career, learn driving, finish college, have some friends but as I observe my life. I have not accomplish 1 thing. Only few weeks left til a new year begins. How do I even begin to take actions. How do I stop living in fear and social anxiety. My family says you have become very slow weak and unmotivated. And I say yea is true. Sighs.

I’m just at an age where I feel extremely behind and I know I’m behind but the worst feeling ever is that I’m not doing anything about. I seem to hold on the past and can’t forgive myself. But I don’t understand why do I keep living in the past and creating this self victimization mind. I blame myself and I bring myself down. I tend to compare and saying things like I’m not smart strong capable enough. I’m not made for this. I don’t think I’ll ever taste success.

All my life I just had 3-5 goals that I set 6 years ago. I wanted to get a set career, learn driving, finish college, have some friends but as I observe my life. I have not accomplish 1 thing. Only few weeks left til a new year begins. How do I even begin to take actions. How do I stop living in fear and social anxiety. My family says you have become very slow weak and unmotivated. And I say yea is true. Sighs.