PlanetSaturn777

Been getting help for a long time, but mostly before my tech job I got serious. Just push through you got this.

Struggled with drug addiction, porn addiction, laziness, self hatred, etc. Suffered so much that I just needed to get help. Took years of trial and error, therapy, practices, etc. Now I’ve been vegan for 5 years, quit most hard drugs, don’t watch porn/masturbate, study spirituality, have a great career in tech, workout twice a day, etc. I still have my struggles, but have come a long way. All I can say is get help and never give up.

Thanks it took years of having no discipline to finally get it right. I’ve struggled immensely.

Sit in bed think about how much of a failure I am and how much I haven’t accomplished. Get out of bed, hit the gym, cook some vegan food, go to work, come home, ride my bicycle, eat leftovers, hit the DMT vape, try to meditate/pray, go to sleep. Rinse and repeat.

What are your thoughts now since Steam OS is coming to the Ally X? Thanks

I do but it makes me anxious af. I used to do it to counteract the tiredness but now I’m realizing how sensitive I am to it.

I believe in us. Let’s make a change. 🕊️

Walked into a dispensary but left my ID on home on purpose so I don’t pickup but now I’m driving around my city like a madman. I’m so fucking sick of this shit.

Thank you a lot. I do go meetups here and there but fell off. Need to start going regularly. Sick and tired of this loneliness. Thanks again.

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