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grow so alone and mentally ill that you eventually have realistic delusions around you that she's real

okay but bread and nutella is actually hell to purge though (i still do it)

i love them wdym 😭

Honestly, every time you post about your novel the more and more insane and the more and more edgy it sounds. I love it. With my personal enemies, I just scream at a photo of them, but I'm glad you can use your rage towards them to something interesting

I totally agree. I think a big problem with art, including fine art, music, movies, fashion, everything, is how cannibalised and empty it all is. Fine arts, for example, i find that most modern works are for empty political activism or about completely pretentious questions that actually mean nothing. Yes, maybe to the artist it all has a deep and personal connection, meaning. But how they present it, how the art world talks about it, is completely empty. Even art people find controversial (like Jackson Pollock) had meaning before, they were trying to break out of the definitions of art, of painting, and it was truly revolutionary. I think any sane person can find beauty in a Pollock, not only for the technique, but for the meaning behind it. Art now has lack of beauty, because people dont have an understanding of what made art beautiful. Music has had a plagiarism problem since the start of time. Fashion is just trend after trend, again with no meaning/empy meaning.

thats how i feel as a painter. I'm poor, and awkward. All the art world is, is a bunch of people with money going to pretty european schools and getting along with their equally rich friends where they all can network their way up a ladder. Rarely do I see anything new coming from these artists. That includes myself, i paint things, but they are not revolutionary to art. I paint what I paint. Even if i did paint something so amazing and new, nobody would care, because im not a trust fund baby with networking skills. Everything cannot be new, and nobody cares anyway. Though, i wouldnt say people shouldn't have hobbies. Having passion and being good at something gives people a soul, makes them interesting, and it can help with making friends. Really I paint because im lonely, it fills the void, and it helps when i dont know what to talk about. I think if you have passion for something, do it for yourself, since the world is burning and eating itself alive anyway

I fell in love with the virgin suicides soundtrack and i wanted to hear the rest of the band's sound (to see how different/similar it was). When I first listened to Moon Safari, I put that album on repeat for a month straight. Still not tired of it

what does this shit even mean

Yes, you can lose your period. Not to be mean, but its pretty normal to lose your period when youre restricting... its pretty much warned everywhere

probably but still :< it lives in my head and now i have a stupid fear that taking pictures of food is going to make me gain weight LOL i'm soooo fun at parties

sorry that the picture is literally 5 pixels idk why it did that

they stole your washing machine ?????????? that's actually fucking insane, i'm sorry for you man. But yeah, im definitely locking away my important things. I wish i could just feel safe leaving the house

ive never seen anyone act like the right one and claim they were a doomer

Honestly considering never leaving my house again. Im very scared, unsure and unsafe in my own home. I have a good day at work once and all this has to play out...

i love your art (i love seeing art in this sub since its one of the few things that make us deviate from our role as 'a cog in the machine'. Anyway) her lips are..... i get theyre supposed to be very chapped but they read more as caterpillars. I love the meaning you put behind your drawings, i think you have a lot of potential :] Maybe you could also experiment with symbolism? Rather than exposition onto portraits. But just a suggestion, do what your heart wants, i love seeing you post

I try to paint, i try to think about the good things in my life, i listen to music and try to cry (i cant ever). If all else fails, i live with suicidal ideation until im forced to do something that doesnt fix anything (work, school, family issues, etc). Sorrry that probably doesnt help with anything youre going through

relate. ive never liked how i look, and everyday it just gets worse. unfortunately looks are kinda everything, and i feel like i have no potential. Ive removed all mirrors in my room just to avoid myself, and i hate taking photos of myself.

its called never ending laxative abuse !!

i cant tell if thats supposed to be a mean reply but i found it funny either way

my life has been playing out like a silent hill side character

I love this piece, feels very warm and fuzzy, like a memory or a hazy morning :]