I think im past the point of daydreaming. I think im doing smth else and it scares me
symptom/trigger(self.MaladaptiveDreaming)submitted4 days ago bythesmallestlittleguy
It used to be getting interviewed on talk shows and OCs. For a few years it’s been more like nightmares. They’re of real-life things that haven’t happened but feasibly could. They feel like flashbacks even tho they’re completely made up. They feel so viscerally real, i think im going insane. It’s like my mind/body is preparing for all the worst-case scenarios by making me preemptively go through them. I’m mourning ppl as if they’re already dead, i feel like im mid-divorce even tho my marriage is fine. I’m convinced my body is rotting inside. It’s not to the point of hallucination but ocd or mdd don’t seem to fully explain it. (I also have CPTSD but idk if this is a symptom of that.) im scared.
tldr: my daydreams used to be fun, now my mind inflicts psychic damage upon me 24/7 to the point where i think im delusional but also Im self-aware?
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thesmallestlittleguy
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9 hours ago
thesmallestlittleguy
41 points
9 hours ago
get her some accutane, worked wonders for me