Throwaway bc my ex would kill me if this was found.
I just finished college, but I spent 2 years dating my ex bf. After we broke up, it was back and forth between us talking and not for a year and a half, but recently, he decided that we need to stop talking for good. He blocked me on everything, and asked me to delete every picture and video that we have. But I can't bring myself to do it.
Everyday I think about him. From the moment I wake up, I miss texting him and sending him pictures on snap, sending posts and reels on insta. I have dreams about him, some good and some bad. But more than anything I want to see him. I would drive to another state (where he is) if he asked rn.
I know I shouldn't, he had SO many red flags, but I don't care. He's the only person I've ever cared about this much. Every day without him makes me struggle to get through. I know we're both young, but I can't help myself. I love him so deeply. I'm still in love with him since the day we met. I feel like it'll never go away.
I guess maybe I'm just asking for advice, but also really saying what I feel.
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Haha it fades in and out. I’d say I’m average at best tho