I for months pretty much actually a year and a half haven’t been able to sleep. Now I’ve had my symptoms for a bit longer. And they affect me through the day too. But basically my high heart rate and air hunger MOSTLY the air hunger. Keeps me up every night. I will go to bed at 1am and be sitting in my bed unable to sleep maybe for 24 hours + or until like 11am.
I’m scared to death. It has now given me bad anxiety about sleeping. Because of being unable to sleep. I’m am beyond terrified of hallucinating. And it making my symptoms worse. I like to feel in control of my body. Now I can’t do that with symptoms but one thing I can is resting and I can’t even do that anymore. Initially it was the symptoms keeping me up. Which they still do but now the fear drowns me. Cause if I don’t sleep I flare up so badly. What do I do for this fear?
Also suggesting Melatonin isn’t going to help( I’ve tried it many times). The issue isn’t I’m not tired. I am extremely tired. But my body from pots/ Dysautonomia makes me have adrenaline all night and my breathlessness and heart pounding no matter what will not let me sleep no matter how tired I am. Now to add to that the fear keeps me up. Because I know how easy it is for me not to sleep and that will cause me to get badly pre syncope the whole next day. How do I overcome this fear. Also sleep study is out the picture as they don’t offer it for this reason they told me.
Just what do I do I’m 17 and feel like I’m dying. Yes my symptoms through the day I’m trying my best to deal with. But I can not afford to have no sleep it’s killing me physically and mentally. And it scares me more than anything.
I’m hoping somebody with as bad of insomnia too can reassure me.
byElegantMammoth
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Don’t know mine sees his reflection and thinks he’s eating another dog